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Thursday, September 22, 2005

i had this friend...name joseph used to be my primary skool closest friend ever met.the both of us always hang around together especially during recess .the primary skool of mine is located in pasir ris (pasir ris primary school).It's a school full of memories for me...my mum gave a 50 cents coin and was told tht i'm gonna hav my recess with tht silver coin. I'm a person hu dosen't realli knows how not to be greedy @ tht time...and tht i didn't cherish the opportunity of spending my time well enough with tht realli good friend of mine.when ever i'm in need of money he will always lent it to me...well..keep on borrowing money from him and thinking of returning him maybe sometime later.Never did i noe tht on one of the particular day, he told me tht his leaving this school ... if i'm not wrong he probably migrate to other countries...and guess wat...i didn't manage to return him the money tht i owed him...his a nice guy...but i guess i'm not gonna c him again.I was about to cry on tht day...but my grandma stopped the tears from rolling off my face.She told me this:(translated to english)"jian hao, you are a man...there's no reason y u should cry...didn't u heard a saying tht goes like(a hero never cries).Good...i manage to stop the tears from rolling down my cheek...but guess wat happens during recess nowadays...i'll be sitting alone, no1 will 1 2 hang around wif me, hav no confidence in wat i do and even in the classroom i usually got bullied by gangster of idiot.hmm...until i met this guy call lakhan...if i'm not wrong i've seen him recently in a barber shop. Just dare not call him in case it's the wrong person.his also another 1 also lends me money all the time and accompanied me where ever i go in school.a nice guy too hu dun even mind lending money and says tht there isn't a need to return...just take as a treat from him.of cos felt bad at tht time keep on landing money.hmm...somehow or rather those little gangy pity me so just leave me aside(not bcos of lakhan).me and him always got into trouble and i actually gave a name to the both of us-"blur frienz" cos i tot tht we r always tht blur...can't realli recall wat happens after tht...but from wat i noe...i became a quiet boy again until i met the last closest friend of mine at tht time and he's studying in victoria secondary school now.HEY GUYS!!!he didn't lent me much cos my mother somehow or rather just paid me enough for my recess but the greedy little soul is still there.his in one of the best class in pasir ris primary school and he teaches me alot of things in which i told myself at tht time learn to appreciate it.haz..i didn't waste my time with him as compared to other 2 friends of mine.his a vry bright frenz and tht we still keep in touch but not tht often...haz..silent for about 1 yr every since entering secondary school.then we hang around pasir ris again..hahaz...he teaches me how to break school rulez..hahaz..sounds weird ah??he tend to joke alot too and his quite a gd entertainer.i got closer to him after i've moved my house to which is like only 2 blocks away from his house.basically he teaches me some great values in life...hmm..sounds interesting to me...dun wanna continue toking about the both of us if not it will nv end..hahaz..but during the 1 yr "break".i started hanging around with this person whom i'm vry impressed of when i first met him cos his capable of almost everything...though not as gd as the victorian guy..oh yes tht victorian guy named arwinder.and tht impressive guy is brainer.I started hanging around with him durng my sec 2 life and i set him as my target ... wanting to do anything better then him.cos from the outside he seems like a person who is like vry easy to defeat until one day then i realise tht his like better then me in every ways.one thing tht i'm quite disappointing with myself is tht i tend to bring him into trouble most of the time and almost cause his councillor badge to be taken away by a teacher hu caught us cheating.His a nice guy too..yar every to me is nice..hahaz..but the only thing tht his lack of is the way he speaks ... i believe tht smtimes he dosen't realli mean to speak until it sounds like showing off..i dun tink any1 will 1 to show off themselves for some of my friends in which i respect them alot actually.as every1 noes tht i'm a quiet person hu dosen't like to talk much therefore whenever i'm hanging around with him i tend to be a gd listener...hahaz.. we didn't realli hang around much...the only place in which i felt tht we r really close friend is the seashell park.i'm sorry but to say another bad point which i felt about him...his thinking tend to be too straight forward at times but his really gd at stratagic stuff.the time whereby i felt tht the bonding between us r getting weaker was when i saw tht his able to socialize with other ppl so well...as compared to me when i was a good listenner to him.tht's when i felt tht i'm a great failure and tht i'm trying to avoid him as time passby.this is wat i tot tht his thinking of:leonard is a boring person...
so at times i've no idea y i just wants to hang around with him maybe bcos i tot tht his a best friend tht will nv stay far apart.nowadays...each time when i tok to him...i tend to give clues in order to chat with him indirectly.cos i'm afraid tht he may hav more negatives points in me hence dare not speaking to the point.anyway...his realli a great person tht every1 should noe.email:brainer_brain@hotmail.com add him and u'll noe wat kinda person he is..hahaz...these email is valid so far as at this date.in the future changing of email will not be edited over here.
lastly, one thing tht i would like to say is these thai gal...i've no idea y i loved her o much...i noe her thru STEP program...i suppose this is puppy love...but seconds later is just dosen't seems to be called as puppy love...i did confess to her she accept it...tht's one good thing..in case u will one to c her face..look at the photos below and find these name call "moowan". a day without her is just like a day without happiness.she's busy and i'm busy such tht we dun even get to meet each other for the second time...her schedule is so tight until next 2 yrs...i wonder how will our relationship be like...of cos if possible i'll try to make a trip to thailand and visit her.she's one year older then me...hmm...interesting gal.families and friends tot tht i'm crazy goin after her...well...relationship dosen't goes by the wealthines.dun wanna continue cos it's realli a long blog...to all reader...take a break for ur eyes..hahaz..kkz...it's pretty late nw...c ya!leoluvu all .hope tht any1 hu reads it will enjoy it:)<---------from the past until 2005

meLeonard walked through the seasons at12:33 AM