Nik*
`Bleahx!..the onli name wit a !*
`Daron*
`fLaVia*
`Valarie*
`a$Hr@f*
`rEeN@*
`kEnneTh*
`gE0rGe*
`r!cK*
`haNn@h*
`mAnDah*
`@dl!n*
`@llY$$@*
`x!nY!*
`$us!e*
`sAbr!n@*
`A!$h@H*
`rEg!N@*
`mujie*
`Jinnie*
`J0eY*
`Shirin*
`Eugene*
leonard
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| You Are More Yang |
 Masculine Creative Angry Spring Summer Morning Sun Space Active Wood Chocolate |
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Your Kissing Purity Score: 80% Pure |
You've hardly ever been kissed But the kisses you've given are very missed |
| Your Love Type: INFP |
 The Idealist In love, you crave a long term, harmonious relationship. For you, sex doesn't come quickly - it takes time for you to open up. Overall, you are supportive, nurturing, and expressive. However, you tend to be shy and protective of your personal space. Best matches: ENFJ and ESFJ |
| You Should Be A Cancer |
 What's good about you: you're incredibly kind, caring, and generous What's bad about you: you can be too moody and impossible to understand In love: you enjoy wining and dining the object of your affection In friendship, you're: likely to depend on other friends for emotional support Your ideal job: historian, marine biologist, or religious figure Your sense of fashion: you dress to match your mood You like to pig out on: classic home cooked meals, like mac and cheese |
e rest find out urself..bleahx!
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Monday, September 24, 2007
Just a little update on my current life...
Basically, I do not enjoy my life since the month of June. One major problem which contributes such saddening is the presence of my dad in this house that I'm living with. I seems to be able to lose focus easily whenever i come to think about my dad's doing; accidentally. As long as I had the time to ponder over it, I'll be thinking of any ways that could get myself to relate to any means of death. However, this wasn't so at my second thought.
For the simple reason that I knew my friends are always available and by my side. That's just one thing that I told myself to make myself feel even better. But it was really insane of me hoping for somebody to phone over and have a good chat. If only human mind can be read by others at the right time... . Ironically, I thank god for not having anyone to call over as it would eventually destruct my continuation of study. It's been quite torturing for me during the past few months, how i wish i could have somebody whom i can trust entirely to be at my side at this point of time. But I was fortunate enough to know that Fat Dreams will bring Fat Hopes and lesser quality of life. It need not be friends, relatives.
And when I think about this irritating dad of mine, it just link to the crush that i had recently for a very long time somehow. Great enough, loads of works issued by school teachers managed to drown that out of thought. Nevertheless, since now that I'm typing it, I guess I could not resist to think about it. I always had no idea of how to woo her with my current situation. Even after my major exam. Even if I manage to think of some ways, I really wonder if I will ever be given any more chance. It'll be my very first time if I were to woo her.
Anyway, isn't it fantastic that Leonard is now in a deplorable state. As weak and as coward as before? And as unlucky as having all these useless thing tied up in my brain!
Well, the good thing is that my mum isn't keeping everything to herself. As I told her not to do so, for that will only affect her health. I'm glad that she just pour out all her unhappiness at times, it just seems like - even though if it may not be in the actual fact. Although this may be affecting me more as time progress, and as she told me each time, it's only a month more or so to go before I will have my dad depart from the house and never come back.
It's really great having 'Bleahx!' family around, they are just the best. And like what another brother of the bleahx family had said," It just *rawks my life!" And having Jared around, but he's just like a wall each time I speak to him about those that i mentioned above with regard to my dad. And of course, it actually quite pissed me off as whoever I'm being with always get gossiped by others that they're my gay mate or my girlfriend. It's so really.. A school!? If I could I will just place all those mouthS sucking at a beggars' ass.
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