Nik*
`Bleahx!..the onli name wit a !*
`Daron*
`fLaVia*
`Valarie*
`a$Hr@f*
`rEeN@*
`kEnneTh*
`gE0rGe*
`r!cK*
`haNn@h*
`mAnDah*
`@dl!n*
`@llY$$@*
`x!nY!*
`$us!e*
`sAbr!n@*
`A!$h@H*
`rEg!N@*
`mujie*
`Jinnie*
`J0eY*
`Shirin*
`Eugene*
leonard
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| You Are More Yang |
 Masculine Creative Angry Spring Summer Morning Sun Space Active Wood Chocolate |
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Your Kissing Purity Score: 80% Pure |
You've hardly ever been kissed But the kisses you've given are very missed |
| Your Love Type: INFP |
 The Idealist In love, you crave a long term, harmonious relationship. For you, sex doesn't come quickly - it takes time for you to open up. Overall, you are supportive, nurturing, and expressive. However, you tend to be shy and protective of your personal space. Best matches: ENFJ and ESFJ |
| You Should Be A Cancer |
 What's good about you: you're incredibly kind, caring, and generous What's bad about you: you can be too moody and impossible to understand In love: you enjoy wining and dining the object of your affection In friendship, you're: likely to depend on other friends for emotional support Your ideal job: historian, marine biologist, or religious figure Your sense of fashion: you dress to match your mood You like to pig out on: classic home cooked meals, like mac and cheese |
e rest find out urself..bleahx!
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Sunday, November 04, 2007
Oh Great! It's the finale of the Ordinary papers! I've been waiting this for long but I don't really have much confidence about it. I've no idea why, but I just can't remember the social studies fact and during the exam I have to spend a lot of time recalling for the essay section. Than they gave details with regard to the Prom night, follow by issuing the booklet showing us the minimum expectation to enter Junior Collage. I don't even have any mood the moment that booklet was place on my desk. Once I left the hall, I just pack it in to my bag and just treat as garbage. I guess I'll discard it soon, I suppose if anyone wants extra or had lost their copy and want to get an additional copy please notify me. I'll hand it over to you as soon as possible for the simple reason that I doubt I'll be eligible.
On my way home, I phoned my real mum. I was pretty worried about her current condition but felt relieve after hearing that those rashes that had spread to her face was gone. Nevertheless, the rashes have the tendency of appearing and disappearing out of the blue. But my heart will only trust her words if I witness it myself. So I've scheduled that one of this day within this week, I'll make a trip down. Another thing which keep me anxious was my grandpa. My grandma had gone to Bangkok for stay with youngest aunt. And the poor house was left to my 2nd aunt and grandpa. Having such an evil tyrant like her, never puts my heart to rest leaving grandpa at home with her. Fortunately, I manage to communicate with her well. Since young, I could tell that she always enjoy speaking to me. However, her actions disappointed me greatly. But I just pretended as though I don't know anything that occurred in the past.
I had told my mum that I'll make a trip down to grandpa house as many days as possible until grandma's back. I guess I'm going to be a busy person after O level.
Sometimes, I was pondering over the life given to me. I really thank my real mum for having giving birth to me. But at the same, I just feel that I'm nothing but a piece of trash who always had unnecessary worrying things that always seems to remain permanent in my mind. How I wish all this could be avoided. Sometimes, people said that I looks very clandestine. Well but the actual fact is that I hope that I have at least a friend who can always stay by my side. Somebody who I can rely greatly on. I suppose whenever I'm thinking of that my looks happen to shaped that secretive facial expression. Till now, I really wonder have that sort of friend appear back into my life? I would say 'back' because I used to have such friends when I'm in my primary school and I still remember very clearly that his name is " Joseph". However, one day I was just told that he was no longer attending school. As for the reason was not explained. Peers around me then guess that he could have migrated.
As for my dad, initially he said that he would move out at 1st Nov. I was glad that till now he's still at home. But whenever I visioned him, I just wonder if he had actually broke up with that girl. Or had he been behaving like a nincompoop, foolishly accepted her love? And that girl was only older than me by five years or so and I'm like what?! Even then, there was no sign of him moving out yet. I just wonder if this can be sustain until his birthday over. His birthday will be this month but I do not wish to miss it. Meanwhile, it will be odd for the family to celebrate with somebody whom we have a grudge on. I really had no idea how will it be like if he were to continue to stay in this house even until his birth anniversary.
Daron had left Singapore for Shanghai on November IV. I really wonder how's she. It's been a day without her and I'm starting to miss her. Just wonder if Jeremy and Valarie have the same feeling. The sweet that she gave I have not even consume it. On that day to the airport, I was almost late, then I just take any shirt that's there for me. Never did I know it was always the same shirt. But who cares? take it as I don't have enough money to buy new clothes. But my wardrobe is occupied with many unwanted clothes. I guess I'll start clearing it only when I start to earn money and have enough cash to buy new clothes.
Came back home, I was very delighted as I had inspiration for writing song at the right time! But it's a sad/emo song. And a little boring because I was only allowed 8 stave for the free version of that sing writing software. Well, at least I could have unlimited numbers of bars. However, I could not think of any ornaments to embellish the melody. In fact, I'm not satisfied with my melody. It sounded a little awkward for me. But I really love the bass line! Ha ha!
Anybody interested to hear the incomplete version?loLX...
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